VAIN-BITCH!

how would you feel when u were given a chance to fly high up the sky when in the end drags you back down to earth????
damn frustating right!!!! urgh..
or when ppl will only find you for help and worst still
when they find someone else better than you they'll just ditch you for that person.
feeling that you'r taken for granted right???

i certainly dislike being other people's opportunity cost
and specially being TAKEN FOR GRANTED!

for instance,
this girl,VAINPOT, was chosen to be a model for ABC
but she refused cz of watever reason..
and i was the 'opportunity cost' since they couldnt find any other girl to model.
so i was given a chance to model for ABC..so obviously im excited and all.
cz anythn tats related to singing,acting,modelling and stuff is my hobby.
so i love being part of all these....
when all of a sudden VAINPOT wanted to model back.
and i wasnt informed that im not gonna model for ABC anymore..

it may seem nothing to others but it means alot to me!
i love doing these kinda stuff and i do take it seriously..
so if you really wanna chg ppl to model in watever magazine u'r doing
can you atleast inform me and not let me be excited over nothing??

as for VAINPOT, pls make up ur mind..
at 1st say dun wanna model cz u'r sick of modelling and watever shit
and now when i was chosen ady then u wanna take back the place...
stop being sucha VAIN-BITCH and be firm with ur decision!

u wanna say me 'siu-hei' then go ahead.
i knw we'r friends but i certainly cannot tahan ppl taking me for granted
and giving me false hopes for the stuff i like!

and i bet you knw how does it feels like
to be in my situation now cz i knw you'll feel the same way too.

so pissed right now...URGH!!!

~Za FACKS U~

you retarded coward!

hey peepos...im back with more interesting stuff.
one day,a friend of mine told me i was up on tarcian.com (forum).
so i tot, ok what have you haters have for me again this time.
(as this is da 2nd time im talked bout in that forum)
im not surprised that ppl just love to talk bout me.
you know you love me and is so jealous of me
till i appear in that forum for the second time. ==

and when i checked, this time it was about a video i made for my bff.
remember the Gee(Girls Generation) video i made for KarMun as her bday present?
yea..that video made me famous in tarcian.com again..

so this fucker was coward enough to keep her/himself anonymous.

but was brave enough to post up my video there.

and look what he wrote bout me..

for those who do not know chinese, lemme roughly translate..

(click on the image to enlarge)

i cant blif TARC kampar have these kinda human, one of them is
even last year's chosen Miss Tarc, not only she destroyed the image of the
college, but also ruined the title 'Miss Tarc'.this is such an insult to the
college.
not only that,they even insult my favourite korean band Girls
Generation.
i can say u'r geng and brave but u'r brainless...did u care bout other
ppl's feeling?
their dance doesnt make me mad,but for those who likes
Girls Generation,i wonder how do you feel bout their kinda
behaviour.

you can throw me into the lake.

ok first of all, if you wanna talk bad bout me
then let it be me alone.do not involve my friends too.

i would now like to state here clearly that,
the video Gee(Girls Generation) me & my friends produced
was for the sake of our bff's birthday present.
we didnt mean to insult the song nor the band.
i chose this song is because i personally like this song too and it was just random.

when publishing this video into the net
i already knew there would be good & bad comments.
so i am not surprised but what pisses me off is that
this fucker mentioned about me being Miss TARC
and how i destroyed the title and insult the college and bla bla..
i was like WTFFFFFF!!!!

i would like ask this fucker,

1)which part in the video that is related to the college?

2)did i ever mentioned in the video that i was MISS TARC?

3)what does my video gotta do with TARC???

those who doesnt know me,doesnt even know that im MISS TARC
and we didnt mention we were from TARC
so how the hell did i insult the college??
this video has ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with TARC!

if you wanna say that me being last year's MISS TARC
should maintain a good image of myself and for the sake of the college's good name.
then lemme ask you, what da hell did i do that destroyed my image??
all i did was making myself look like a retard in that video.
(and i am proud of that! at least i can act!)
what else do you find me wrong huh?

most of those who responded in this forum
said that this fucker might have some conflict with us.
well i thk this fucker is fucking retarded to open this forum
jz because s/he is pissed that i used his/her FAVOURITE song in my vid.
wth right?!?!? its just a blady song, do u need to say stuff bout me like that??

one more thing, there's a few that said we are lame for doing this video
and even insult one of my friend for being super ugly.
well, we are brave enough to act ugly and retarded and all
to show to the public and for our dearest bff.
shows we dare to do stuff u ppl do not dare to do
and we are just being ourselves here.
can you do that???
if all you can do is to insult us,then i look down on YOU
for just sitting infront of the computer screen being such a coward
and insulting us without revealing who you are.

and for those who sided us in this forum,
thanks for the good comments!
tho i dunno who you all are but thanks really =)

as for this fucker who started the forum,
if ever i find out who you are....
becareful cz I WILL THROW YOU INTO THE LAKE!
as how you wanted right..
you want westlake or eastlake? you decide.

oh btw,im sure you ppl are wondering how on earth did i translate
those chinese words right...well,i may not know chinese well but there are ppl
who are willing to translate for me and hey, i was chinese educated till std.4 k..lol.
so dont look down on me for not knowing chinese language.

you step on my tail, you'r life will be a living hell! 吊你!!

~Za licks U~

insomnia strikes!

first of all,I would like to dedicate this vid to my dearest GANG SAKAI member,

THAM KUEN MAY aka MAYBII aka QUEENMAY!

enjoy ur last teenage bday dawlin~

am lazy to elaborate on wat happened on her bday.

all i can say is....

we da GANG SAKAI + Joyce SUCCESSFULLY surprised her! YAY!

Joyce,Tammy,Karmun,Kuenmay,Za,Joey

btw,
my darling hammies are such ungreatful pets!
why i say this? well one day,after playing wit them
i forgot to close their cage door and went out.
and guess what these ungreatful hammies did....



after 2hours+,tammy came home.
she noticed there were smthn running around our room.
she tot there were RATS and when she on the lights only to find out
that it was my hammies NOT rats.
luckily she hadnt spray anythn on my darlin hammies..
*couldnt imagine what will happen then* (>.<) and luckily my room have no holes for them to run away. if not they'd be gone for sho...and i cant imagine hw sad will i be. i've treat them well and stuff them with LOTS&LOTSA food and still they wanna run away when there's a chance to..sigh. i guess they jz wanted to explore my room...oh well, hammies will always be hammies. still i heart them~ bimbim(my hamster) : im so sorry..i wont do it again.pls dont lock me inside here ):
me : its okay..i forgive you.but no food for u guys for TWO days! muahahaha..


LOL.aku sedang bersyok sendiri
anyway,i wont do tat la..cz imma make them FAT!

look at how greedy it is..

stuffing the whole biscuit in its mouth.

da biscuit is as big as a 10cent coin.

❤❤❤

~Za licks U~

childish fucktard!

recently thgs arent goin on my way..

i jz got to know bout some stuff i shudnt know.

well here i am to tell u,

if u wanna do smthn behind my back,

then good luck cz eventually i will know.

all this while i'v been so patient on u

and tolerating with ur childishness and rudeness,

thking that u'll be better in future.

but u'r jz too fucked up to be good.

since u cant be a lil considerate then i wont be either.

you brainless,selfish,childish,fugly fucktard!

someday u'll be some useless freak in this society

if you continue with this kinda fucked up attitude of urs.

u stepped on my tail,and i'll make ur life a living hell.

~Za licks U~

A smile

smile at me and i'll smile back at you

If someone smiles at me and i noticed but didnt smile back,

it means that I DO NOT LIKE YOU. And when i do not like a person,

it means that you have either stepped on my tail or i jz personally do not like u.

So if you wanna know whether or not i like you, then try smiling at me.(make sure i notice la)

Say i'm lansi or whatever..it doesnt matter to me cz it is not.

While dinner jz nw,my mom suddenly said "I seldom see the chinese share their food when there's a sudden visitor at their home,they wont bother to invite them to eat.But the filipinos always do,no matter they like it or not."

Then i was thinking,

why force urself to do smthn that others like but u dont?

why think of others first then only think for urself? why cant i thk for myself first?

why do we have to behave for the sake of our image? why cant we jz do what we feel like to?

then i realise that if i keep thkin for only myself,

that would be selfish and not everything is all about me.

So maybe i'll TRY to smile at you even if i dont like you.

but then wouldnt that be fake if i do so?? hMmmm...

I guess i cant be 100% good after all..but hey,no one's perfect.

so conclusion, i'll still do whatever i like cz i'd rather satisfy myself than to satisfy u :P

~Za licks U~

U put a smile on my face ❤

Introducing my darlin hammies~

this is my darlin bombom ❤

and this is darlin bimbim ❤

Dear TiTo,
you are the rainbow between me and my heart.
thanks for always making me smile whenever
i see your messages, whenever i see those things u gave me.
i hope we'll always stay this way and not more or less..
words cannot describe what im feeling
but you will always be kept in my ❤

Luv,
TiTa

recently i've been spending lotsa time on fb
cz i am now currently addicted to......
PET SOCIETY!!!!!!!!
ever since i bought bombom and bimbim
i've been so in love with decorating
the house for cutiebombom in pet society! hehe.

❤ ❤ ❤

bimbim sleeps like tammy
cz even when i disturb it when it sleeps
it still wouldnt wanna wake up.lol.
btw its not dead..

both are males..i didnt want a female
cz i didnt want them to breed.
maybe next time but not now =P
my girlfriends said that they'r gonna turn gay soon.
watever..as long as they wont breed.teehee~

ooh did i mention my hamsters are daredevils??
gosh..they are not afraid of heights!
yesterday i put them on my desk
and both wanted to jump down from there!
i almost had a heart attack..ish.

i ❤ my bombom&bimbim loadz!!!!

~Za licks U~

My Love Story part 5 ♥

was awaken by joyce's call,

'im here with ur mooncakes'

'YAY!!!'
im feeling so loved <3

i guess my pink crystal does help x)

today i received a few love letters *giggles*

well, it's this tag in fb where guys fill in the blanks to my tag.

and again im feeling so loved!!! hehe.

tho there is one that makes me wanna whack his brain out his head!lol.

speaking of love..i shall continue publishing

my love stories and this will be:

MY LOVE STORY part 5

back in high school,
there was this guy,Mr.V,whom i used to admire in tuition.
he was the one and only guy who looked like an angmo
and that's what made him attractive.
one day,i bumped into him and dropped one of my notes
i was in a rush that i didnt noticed.
he was kind enough to find me n gave me back my notes.
at that moment i tot we were fated to bum into each other.
a few months later,some unknown dude smsed me
saying he wanted to be frens
(i usually ignore these kinda ppl but dunno y i didnt to this)
only to find out that this dude was Mr.Z!!!
it turns out to be that he noticed me too...wee~
i was so happy n blif we were really fated for each other.
since then we msged everyday till one day we decided to meet up.
(well,we were taking diff subjects so we dont always see each other)
our 1st date was cute..cz he did smthn really sweet~
i was so happy i couldnt sleep that nite..then on the next day,
me and my girlfriends went to parade for some shopping.
then to my surprise i saw Mr.Z there too..how coincidence rite..
he didnt saw me and when i was about to call him,
a taller handsomer guy went over to him then spank his ass..
i was like okayyyyy..maybe this is how the way they greet each other.
after that the other guy put his hand in Mr.Z back pocket as they walk.
now i was like WTF???ok maybe he is jz teasing Mr.Z.
before i could take another breath, all of a sudden
Mr.Z was playing with that guy's hair and they looked....
SO GAY-ISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
i couldnt blif what i was seeing as i stood there watching
them doing their thing in public...eww.
since then i never replied any of Mr.Z's msgs anymore.
hello...i dont deal with bisexuality..eww.
not that im against gays or lesbians but i jz cant date someone like them.
oh btw,guess what was the sweet thg he did on our 1st date?
he gave me a cross stitch of a lil girl..
its kinda sweet but on the other hand...does a guy do cross stitch??
i thk it explains that clearly now.
well,this lesson tells me that,
sometimes u may thk u r fated to have him
when actually its otherwise so stop wasting ur time on him
and start focusing on ppl beside u who truly is fated for u.

so open ur eyes WIDE and start FOCUSING (O_O)

~Za licks U~